The End

Finally, I realize that I'm no longer of any significance to you. You wouldn't care about me like you did before anymore. Things changed and it's time for me to realize that and stop fantasizing. Time to move on.

Signing off,
Andrew Neoh

Aftermath of exam

After-exam days are supposed to be happy and enjoyable. Despite the fun I had with my bunch of friends, I was invaded with deep sorrow. One of my beloved had been kidnapped and yet to report herself after 36 hours. Provisional diagnosis, she should be dead by now. I just got to know her for less than half a year. She was my best friend ever since we met. Unlike everyone else, she doesn't fail my at all, despite all my rants and grumbles, she'll listen to me patiently. During study break and exam period, she's the one who accompany me till deep nights, and entertain me whenever I feel stressed and emotional. Now I'm feeling empty, physically and mentally. Physically, I cannot touch her anymore; Mentally, I lost my emotional support. But I hope she's in good hands now. Still have a small ray of hope that she'll come back to me in one piece. Rest in Peace, my G705. I love yOu!

Signing off,
Andrew Neoh

Drama

Life is exactly like a drama act. It requires characters, be it antagonists, protagonists, or insignificant ones. Some people can always be the antagonists who goes around destroying and messing up people's life; But some can only choose to be either the protagonists who goes around trying to make people's life better, or insignificant ones who choose to save themselves only. I've always been the protagonist, but more to insignificant protagonist. Trying to cheer people up, helping them in time of need, but rarely receive recognition. I've been silent all these while, but sometimes I do want to be the main protagonist. I want to be the centre of attention, be it my life or in front of everyone. Sad to say, I don't see the possibility of this dream coming true. It might, but it's still an unfulfilled dream.

Signing off,
Andrew Neoh

Phrase of the Day

"It takes one to grumble, two to gossip, three to confirm, four and five to conclude."

-Andrew Neoh, 13 November 2009-

Signing out,
Andrew Neoh

Fuuuuyooohhhh~~~

Well I'm not exactly supposed to blog right now. Theoratically I should be studying, practically I should be sleeping, but in reality I'm waiting my turn to blast the toilet. =P Faham faham lar... Today's paper was a total bull crap filled with mixture from pig and chicken and etc etc. I think I fucked it up already. But weirdly, my respond was a bit cuckoo-ed compared to previous semesters. As theory states, I'm supposed to run home, holding my tears, reach home, run into the room, lock the door, and cry like as if I just got my balls removed... LOL!! I laughed.. like a mad person! LOL! hahahaha.. And I'm sitting here blogging summore.. Something's not right. But I don't care. I did my best. I tried. Now it's not my control anymore. Just leave it and go on with the next lar! Till Monday! I'm gonna write and blog like no one's business EVERY SINGLE DAY!

Signing out,
Andrew Neoh

The Time has Come

Ok this is it people! One week of pure cruelty to our minds and bodies, and it's over! All the best to everyone taking the EOS Semester 3!!!! We all can do it!!!

Sigh-ning out,
Andrew Neoh

Extreme

Finally the extress stress of examination decides to hit me 3 days before the first paper. I'm feeling tired and stressed. At the verge of giving up. I need a shoulder to lean of, firm arms wrapped around me comforting me. But it's just a wish that's yet to come true. I'm still stuck to face this condition alone.

Signing off,
Andrew Neoh